The Big W
Why this, why now, why here?
I guess I just needed some space to be alone, with the whole world watching.
I started writing in 2022 as a way to cope with a dumb addiction that I thankfully don't suffer from anymore. It started as a small notebook where I'd write what I was feeling, and it turned out to be a great way to think about my problems and work them through. When you are thinking silently, thoughts flow like a liquid, whenever you think you have finally grasped something you feel it slipping, you can't focus on a single idea for there are too many thoughts competing for that slither of attention. Writing - or talking out loud, as I found out later - is a great way to fix this. It solidifies your idea, and keeps your thinking in a straight line, it has helped me so much.
So I've been using writing mostly as a tool, to calm myself down, to understand my thoughts, but it has been feeling kinda lonely.
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To be fair, 14 thousand words isn't that much, but I want to share some of it, just for the joy of sharing something with the world.
What should you expect? I'm not really sure, it's still up in the air. My goal is to keep this anonymous, however, I will try to not say anything I wouldn't say in real life, nothing I'd regret, so there won't be anything too hot in here.
But hey, if you are interested in the adventures of a random dude living in Istanbul then hop along. Because who knows, it might get interesting.
w/love <3